If i met me, i would hate me too.
Scary how once feelings can totally change one's expression and the way they act.
No longer troubled by any friendships thingy. Now i think about it, it is major bullshit for me to spend so much time brooding over it.
Realised that everything is my own problem.
I overthink about EVERY SINGLE THING. I get pissed off easily , and i have a bad attitude.
I cant control my anger and act rashly every single time. But the even weirder/ scarier thing is that, when i cool down / wake up, it feels like i wasnt being myself, and somebody so foreign to me too.
according to wiki :
Bipolar disorder, formerly manic depression, is a mental disorder with periods of depression and periods of elevatedmood. The elevated mood is significant and is known as mania or hypomania, depending on its severity, or whether symptoms of psychosis are present. During mania an individual behaves or feels abnormally energetic, happy or irritable.Individuals often make poorly thought out decisions with little regard to the consequences. The need for sleep is usually reduced during manic phases. During periods of depression there may be crying, a negative outlook on life, and poor eye contact with others.
Not saying that i have this lah. just thinking how similar it feels ,,
so so tired
Scary how once feelings can totally change one's expression and the way they act.
No longer troubled by any friendships thingy. Now i think about it, it is major bullshit for me to spend so much time brooding over it.
Realised that everything is my own problem.
I overthink about EVERY SINGLE THING. I get pissed off easily , and i have a bad attitude.
I cant control my anger and act rashly every single time. But the even weirder/ scarier thing is that, when i cool down / wake up, it feels like i wasnt being myself, and somebody so foreign to me too.
according to wiki :
Bipolar disorder, formerly manic depression, is a mental disorder with periods of depression and periods of elevatedmood. The elevated mood is significant and is known as mania or hypomania, depending on its severity, or whether symptoms of psychosis are present. During mania an individual behaves or feels abnormally energetic, happy or irritable.Individuals often make poorly thought out decisions with little regard to the consequences. The need for sleep is usually reduced during manic phases. During periods of depression there may be crying, a negative outlook on life, and poor eye contact with others.
Not saying that i have this lah. just thinking how similar it feels ,,
so so tired
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