12:16 am
28 November
I can't tell the weather rn -\( " .")/
Dear diary or whatever
Today is my last official day in uniform . The last time I will see this batch as a whole ( or at least the same combi) It might be the last day I will see some of my friends . We all say that yes , we will keep in touch . But the future is unpredictable. Who knows? We all have a separate pathways prepared for us . 7 billion people in the world . I am lucky to have met every single person I have met up till now . Those that came in as life lessons, and those that stayed and care .
Honestly, staying in rv , all of us are being overprotected. We see the same batch of people for 6 years , with hardly new additions . We are not all friends , but at least we are comfortable human beings . We are comforted by each other presence . Every year, the new school term starts ". Probably every single one of us will feel a sense of relieved . No jittery feelings . We all feel safe in this place , that we probably spent more time in ( more than our own home ). At least for me .
But this feeling ends here . In the next year and for the rest of our lives , we will constantly meet new people. The layer of shield around us will be gone. The setbacks that are present now might be even greater than before . And before we know it, even those that we were once familiar with , would have changed accordingly .
I regret not being a good Friend , and a good student . I wish I could have done more and complain less . In the end , I am leaving this place with so much regrets. Things that I have yet to try out , and things that I have yet to say .
I don't want to grow up , and to leave my comfort zone . I am afraid of meeting new people .
But change is the only constant .
May everything be alright
28 November
I can't tell the weather rn -\( " .")/
Dear diary or whatever
Today is my last official day in uniform . The last time I will see this batch as a whole ( or at least the same combi) It might be the last day I will see some of my friends . We all say that yes , we will keep in touch . But the future is unpredictable. Who knows? We all have a separate pathways prepared for us . 7 billion people in the world . I am lucky to have met every single person I have met up till now . Those that came in as life lessons, and those that stayed and care .
Honestly, staying in rv , all of us are being overprotected. We see the same batch of people for 6 years , with hardly new additions . We are not all friends , but at least we are comfortable human beings . We are comforted by each other presence . Every year, the new school term starts ". Probably every single one of us will feel a sense of relieved . No jittery feelings . We all feel safe in this place , that we probably spent more time in ( more than our own home ). At least for me .
But this feeling ends here . In the next year and for the rest of our lives , we will constantly meet new people. The layer of shield around us will be gone. The setbacks that are present now might be even greater than before . And before we know it, even those that we were once familiar with , would have changed accordingly .
I regret not being a good Friend , and a good student . I wish I could have done more and complain less . In the end , I am leaving this place with so much regrets. Things that I have yet to try out , and things that I have yet to say .
I don't want to grow up , and to leave my comfort zone . I am afraid of meeting new people .
But change is the only constant .
May everything be alright
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