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What to expect in life ??

i feel even more lost in life than ever.
The world doesn't revolve around me. Yet I can't seem to accept other people for the differences in mindsets.
There are things people do that I feel ,, have crossed certain boundary .
Friends used to be my top priority. But I don't think so anymore .

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