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Slack Day

only did a little bit of homework today and had been slacking since then ><

Went back to play blackshot + maple because i am really bored during the hols omg ><
Add me on bs :D! username miaoyau

Anyway around 4, went out with my fam :)
failed ootd haha

its just a mint top+ reebok jacket + cotton on shorts\and i look really fat
also brought  out a bag that i just got ytd
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i think it is pretty :DDDDD
Then i went to the library :) despite the fact that i dont really like studying, i like reading books :)!

waiting for my fries:P
chillin, reading a book, eating fries:)

Straight after that, went for dinner at sakae!
But only eat 2 small plates because i am full by then




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