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1st day of year 4

Today, is the second day of 2014, and the first day of school !

Unlike the previous 2years , I am starting this year with a completely new environment since classes have changed :(

I kind of miss 3F 2013....

3F wasn't exactly the best class , but I feel quite comfortable in that class probably because I have got to know everyone throughout the 3 years ...
Despite all the conflicts or whatever , I have grown to like 3F I guess:'(

Starting in a new class is quite hard because it feels like something temporary :'(. Throughout the day I had this feeling that the initiation is just a programme, and when the programme is over I will just get back to 3f....

But that is obviously not going to happen :(

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Hopefully time will fix all of these :')



After I reached home , I did a self reflection on the past years and I realised how slack I have been ....
I practically sacrificed studying for shopping and did not concentrate in class at all. In class I am forever using iPad or phone and never ever pay attention :/

Well I guess I will work hard from today onwards instead of being the slacker .....


To Ysabelle if you are reading this:)!
Thanks for being so understanding and the long heart to heart talk over Starbucks today ;) 

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