Murphy law

when anything that could possibly go wrong, goes wrong.

What happens when you feel like the entire world is against you. Little things that add up to build your anger. You have no one you can turn to. It is suffocating. I can feel it. And it feels really terrible. 

Not wanting to let others see the weak side of you, yet you cant do anything about it either. 

Societal's expectations of what you should do. 

Exams results that does not add up to ur hardwork. And when you dont perform, people just say " oh, maybe you didnt try hard enough"

people say the processes matter. But in the end, everybody look at the results.

Results are not important?

LOL.

Truth is results matter . ALOT. 

With A levels ending in one paper, i started on my job search. 

i wish i had so much money that i can just sit at home and shake leg and watch drama. But meh i dont belong to the lucky bunch. How can i always turn to my parents for money. 他们又不是印钞票的. 

If only i dont spend that much... But how is it possible when everything needs money. 

People say' just dont spend so much la"

and i am just like " ermmmmm dunnid spend money on transportation etc?"

plus ofc at times i have to fulfill the urge to buy new stuffs.

I applied to more than 10 jobs, and i hope that at least one can reply.

我下定决心。I work my life off and earn loads of money. 

不管多辛苦，i will try my best.

I am determine to remove toxic people in my life too :'-)

我可以的。