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I received my pay :D

Have been working for 8 days in the month of November, and i finally got my pay today ^~^

How i felt when the aunty pass to me the pay list ..

thats pratically how i felt 

And after that the auntie gave me some tiny oranges or whatever u call it O-O
tiny tiny oranges :)
its quite cute:) and nice :D
it was raining and the weather was really cooling :D


Anyways, after work, i went to collect some items i ordered from online !

only posting one of the pic because i am lazy :)
                                                     
this is probably my fave too :)


its a heart ombre topshop tank :DDDDD
And the person stays at admiralty too so it is really convenient :)!
and actually just a block away from me

Dinner of the day :D
dad cooked salmon :D





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