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Update!!

Been 123585939198 years since I last posted ! Year 5 life is really........ Just say I need to buck up because my term 1 sucks so badly already 😭 
Pic from today !! Selfie with le bestie ☺️
Went swimming after super long :)

Take pic > food


Personal Goals for the next term
1. Stop carouselling
2. Save money 
3. Not to be such a failure in life anymore 😭
4. Not to be dumb anymore 
5. More alone time instead of going out too frequently 
6. Not to get affected by others' opinion 
7. Not to be angry so often
- it is hard to work on this when sometimes people just pissed me off by getting pissed at me for doing nothing -cactus emoji-
I have to add on this. Because I seriously hate it when people gets angry and then the next second act like nothing happen / get pissed over the most minor thing omg. 
And and when people do stuffs to make me angry, when they themselves will get angry if I do the same thing.

Sorry my English sucks very badly so I have no idea if anyone will even understand what I am talking about...... 
8. Be nice☺️

Something I learnt about having real frens 💕☺️( from idk where)
Having frens doesn't always means that we have to go to fun / great places together.
It can just be having a simple hangout or having a simple meal. Also,it  should be comfortable even without talking, and just enjoying each other's presence.

Am I deep yet? Haha

Anyways my life is super boring I am sry . 
Bye








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