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It took me really long to realise that the less expectations you have on people and the world, the happier you will get .:) So anyways i am out of my emo period and i have stopped wallowing in self-pity. (which i am actually quite glad, because it is time to get shit done :") ) The rational me right now cant comprehend the irrational me for the past few months . Anyways, i came out with a bucketlist!!!
It is currently still a very short list, but these are somethings i really want to do before i die⬱
Anyways, one month left to end of sem 1, and i better get my grades up :3 !! Meanwhile, i have applied to several jobs !! Please let at me be taken in by a bank 


*edited 12:46
Rational me right now (and these days) blames the past irrational me for being so overly emotional omg. i cant even believe where i got the guts to do things.. And yepz i regretted trusting people and showing the weak side of me. Because i know that only i got my own back. Never am i gonna fall again. 

Daily note to self:

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