Skip to main content

17😊💕




Happy 17 to me on 25 th haha 💕 
As I grow older birthdays doesn't feel like birthdays anymore :( idk y :( probably cos common tests 😿
Thankful to xiaothong for celebrating for me 💕😊

Thankful to all the people who bothered to wish me and make time for me :') I am seriously touch haha 😊😘 

Not trying to act step! It is freaking hot , and I hate the sun 
Thankful for the cute board haha! First time anybody actually make one for me so 😊
Face naturally turned red under the sun omo haha 

Sian look haha 


Can't pull  it off well:( Whateva 

Don't have many friends but thankful to those I can't count on






Comments

Popular posts from this blog

x

If i met me, i would hate me too. Scary how once feelings can totally change one's expression and the way they act. No longer troubled by any friendships thingy. Now i think about it, it is major bullshit for me to spend so much time brooding over it. Realised that everything is my own problem. I overthink about EVERY SINGLE THING. I get pissed off easily , and i have a bad attitude. I cant control my anger and act rashly every single time. But the even weirder/ scarier thing is that, when i cool down / wake up, it feels like i wasnt being myself, and somebody so foreign to me too. according to wiki : Bipolar disorder , formerly  manic depression , is a  mental disorder  with periods of  depression  and periods of elevated mood .  The elevated mood is significant and is known as  mania  or  hypomania , depending on its severity, or whether symptoms of  psychosis  are present. During mania an individual  behaves ...
Lying on my bed with a blueberry face mask on and blasting my favourite current song which is one of the OST from love in the moonlight 💓 These days I have been zoning out a lot thinking about things I could do but I missed the chance or thinking about the future . I guess A levels is a really huge hurdle for me because last year was a really horrible year which I always wish that I could restart . Every time I think back about how slack I was last year , I really wanna go back in time and slap myself . But I know that there is no point brooding over spilt milk . It's now or never man .  I don't know how I started sliding behind others in terms of results . As a kid last time I love taking exams and tests and love receiving back results hahah. But I guess I started getting complacent and before I knew it I was drowning in a sea of homework and bad results . It's scary how I am only 18 , yet I am filled with regrets 😭 I really wanted to study overseas when I was younger....
i cried watching this :') very very touched idky