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Disappointments over disappointments idek what to expect anymore.
am i not trying hard enuff
so tiring to act like everything is oright when it is not lehhhhh
better days please
i. am.so.tired.what.even.

Do anyone ever get that moment of impulse to do something??? I GET THAT alot these days
like i suddenly feel like deactivating all my SNS accounts or suddenly feel like texting someone haha ( like doing stuffs that i will know i will regret..?)
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