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Nothing much.. really

So this year had been an eventful year :)? ok at least for me.
First time in my life facing so many failures in a year so it is something worth remembering haha
but below are some goals in my life

▻get straight teeth
▻lose weight( i said this for the past few years:( but cant help:( i love food)
▻get good results ( i honestly damn 烦恼over this kayz i am super desperate to do well:( honestly i do study i swear)
▻go to japan ( i want to go to a legit onsen and look at sakura tree and see the high school uniforms there :))
▻stop shopping so much
▻be a better person (like idk being nice to everyone?? is that even possible hahA)
▻i am GONNA make a time capsule ( inspired by korean dramas:) and this book i read)

i swear i had alot to say at first but i cant remember anything anymore T^Tbye

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