Haven't updated this space for quite a while because nobody reads it anyway😂 but because nobody is reading it, that's why I am updating it now:-) maybe a memory for myself ? Honestly I really hate myself sometimes for prioritising friendships too much. I guess at different phase of my life I was really attached to different friends( but obviously they will never know because I can hide my feelings really well in this aspect la) . But every time , the feeling seems to be the same . It is a feeling I hate a lot. Ok take for example friend A. When I see friend A hanging out with someone else, and prioritising that person over me , I will get really really mad and upset and hurt and idek . I will feel a rush of anger because I feel like I am not as important . Call me selfish , but I like to be prioritised. It feels good to be prioritised isn't it ? I remember in year 1 I was so mad at this friend that I really really liked a lot hahahahaha . I was so damn angry that she