It's one of those days where I suddenly get sick of everything and everyone . It's like I don't even know what I want and who are my friends . So tired of people looking for me when they have nobody else. I constantly tell myself. Since they treat u like a trash , when they turn to you , just say say "No" to any request. But like a dumbo , when they turn to me , all the anger inside will suddenly disappear , and I will just agree. The truth is , I prioritise some of my friends over others for various reasons . Some I just felt that I really needed them in my life and some I just felt like our friendship was so long and I had some kind of commitment to it . I hate it when I drift away from friends because it is a really sad thing when u have to walk past them being strangers with memories . Happy times together you know that you will never get back because no matter how hard you try , it's something you will never be able to get back to its original st