Um..Hey there?:)

Happy christmas !! what i am gonna type is really random haha just reflectingmy primary school life i guess :-) sharing my boring but precious childhood. Basically i am only typing down things i can rmb So when i was 7, i remembered i was eggcited lil kid who looked forward so much to get into primary school haha because i felt that i grew up :')?? I wanted to be a model student and everything and be a really good kid. That lasted for erm half a year only?i started crying and dreading to go school idk y :( Nevertheless i was still a really good kid in my teacher's eyes i guess and i became a prefect in primary 2.( couldn't really rmb what happen in that year). Oh except that i quit Chinese dance to join skipping. But it was horrible haha :( i was scolded like some poop so i just threw the skipping rope on the floor and left lol haha. That was the only skipping session i attended. YUP I QUIT IN ONE SESSION . In P 3, i rmbered my math got 88/100 and i got scolded by t

Disappointments over disappointments idek what to expect anymore. am i not trying hard enuff so tiring to act like everything is oright when it is not lehhhhh better days please i. am.so.tired.what.even. Do anyone ever get that moment of impulse to do something??? I GET THAT alot these days like i suddenly feel like deactivating all my SNS accounts or suddenly feel like texting someone haha ( like doing stuffs that i will know i will regret..?) Asdfghjkl

So this year had been an eventful year :)? ok at least for me. First time in my life facing so many failures in a year so it is something worth remembering haha but below are some goals in my life ▻ get straight teeth ▻lose weight( i said this for the past few years:( but cant help:( i love food) ▻get good results ( i honestly damn 烦恼over this kayz i am super desperate to do well:( honestly i do study i swear) ▻go to japan ( i want to go to a legit onsen and look at sakura tree and see the high school uniforms there :)) ▻stop shopping so much ▻be a better person (like idk being nice to everyone?? is that even possible hahA) ▻i am GONNA make a time capsule ( inspired by korean dramas:) and this book i read) i swear i had alot to say at first but i cant remember anything anymore T^Tbye